MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS ABOUT HUMANITY I'll LIKE TO SHARE  WITH  YOU...                                      I have asked my self several times: What have made this world so cynical and cruel as if there is no way to safe the rest of our small hopes (as human) that the world one day shall return to be a loving and peaceful world for everybody to live in? I still ask my self day after day in silents: What have made the most of the generations people so blind afterwards that they dont even see how their wasting most of their life with empty illusions about something that dont even exist in the reality of their own life,  just in the illution world around them?  I have have been there my self  many times in the past where I have lived on illusions... in a big fantasy world... And when I think about the periods of my past life where I almost lost everything because of my blindness and selfishness, I think it's a miracle that I'm still in live today..! I have been there my self ones as a person living after the evils spirits command and many temptations... Because of that I in times forgot my own responsibility for my self and for my closest family, until one day my own destiny - the universe almighty power waked me up in a terrible truth i couldn't turn away from... It was when my only son almost died in a terrible accident the destiny hard  reality waiked me up to see the true picture og my self and my own existence as a human with first of all a soul. When I first saw the truth straight into my eyes, a truth wich was like a «slow movie» where my all earlier actions and moves showed up piece by piece, I understood that the most of my earlier life had been based on my own false created movie where most of my actions had been very similars as a "payd actress actions on the sceene..." Do you never think about it: How wonderful life could be without all this  unnecessary strains we as humans unfortunately often do for being something or someone special we think other people will look up to or for being one of those who dont care about anything else than their own selfish happiness and hug after big money..! Look into your heart of your soul with the spiritual three eye you have as I have...  I'm sure the picture you'll see there is the picture of a soul and heart who after all still are searching after a deeper meaning with the TRUTH YOU... I do it all the time...searching for every answer about my own existence as human being on this earth...in this life. How could I resist to know the truth about my own existence as the unique human I'm borned to be - just like you? I simply cant after seing truth after truth realities coming up from BIG LIES I ones have been told, I have read about in the newspaper, listening to on the radio as I have been witness to through friendship, political talks, naboers, from some of my earlier teachers and others teachers, bad leaders in this world, the healt care system (all over the world), medicin industry and public authorities and instances. All BIG LIES I have been told and as I have experience my self, also sometimes in the past practiced my self just as an exuse for not be willing to live a more conscientiously life, I have take with me as very positive and rich inspirations   for my own growth as human being and for the cases I'm busy with as leader of the organization HULK. Maby my history here could be something for you to take as a afterthought in a world where we are seing more and more of evilship around us..?                                                 Lise Tollefsen Slembe